Every morning I get up between 4:00 and 4:30 to change and feed Reid. The idea is to get him comfortable and dry... fill his belly, and get him back to sleep so I can get ready for work. I hear him stir so I get up and heat a bottle and then go into his room to change his diaper. We then walk out quietly to the dark living room where the flickering TV is diplaying the news so I can feed him and catch up on current events.
All is well, he fusses while I try to fit him with a burp rag and shove the bottle into his mouth as quickly as possible... then the feeding frenzy begins. He frantically tries to speed eat... the goal... to beat his last time. After about 30 sips he settles into a pace not unlike that of the cross country runner or a time trialist settling in for a gruelling 40K time trial. During the course of the 6oz, he begins to fall into what can only be called "trance eating"... then there's the sound of empty bottle... which sounds something like the last few drops of a Slurpee being sucked up forcefully into the straw until making that sound... you know the one.

I gently tip toe back to the living room to watch the news. Then I start drifting off to sleep, all the while thinking that I shouldn't go back to sleep or I'll be late. Too late ...

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